Feeling old, scared, and out of touch!

I always thought I welcomed challenges and have a little technology knowledge but right now I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS! It just doesn't feel right to try to learn something new without others sitting around me where I can see their faces and know we are all in the same boat, or at least in the same body of water. Or maybe, it's the technology and learning connection that scares me. Right now, my goal is to take one breath after another and hope for the best....or start drinking (not on the job...I'm at home)

All I keep thinking is an old saying I heard once.....

When you are up to your tush in alligators it's difficult to remember your initial objective was to drain the swamp!